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quote: "But its not that, its also the aspect of taboo and fucking society and their rules in a sort of weird way." True, Strangler, rebellion against society is sometimes a good thing, like suffrage or the Civil Rights movement, but from what you're discribing, you're using this as an excuse to practice something that has no possibility for good at all. Society is present for one reason: To protect the population from itself, to lay guidelines for 'moral' and 'acceptable' behavior that servest the greater good. Breaking society for such causes as child pornography, taboo, murder, rape, etc. puts yourself and others in danger. quote: "The thing is when i feel really depressed and angry I like looking at it to forget all my worries, and to rethink of my life in the past hwo good it oculd be if I lost my virginity young and had a life full of sex with older women and women of various ages." looking at it to forget your worries? You're leeching off the childhood innocence to reassure yourself (and excite) and also as a motive for regret for not spending a life having sex. Also, Neuteredbynature couldn't have said it better- "thats no way to forget your problems, if any, it only adds problems.." It's like being annoyed at a project and taking a hammer to it. Sure, momentarily you forget your problems, but in the end, your problem has just gotten worse.
""As I sit before the fire, I wonder how many before myself have been burned.'"
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