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OK DT... here's something that might illustrate that the ideas I am conveying are there because of experiences I have had and things I have seen. Have you ever noticed that babies, especially newborns, look at the world with a gaze? They don't focus on anything, they just seem to stare off into space. That is because babies only have the ability to see electrically. Everything is energy and when we use electrical vision, nothing is solid, everything is seen as light. As babies learn to focus physically, they lose this ability unless they are coached to maintain it. Read on before you jump to conclusions... When I was young (I would guess until the age of 8 or so), I can remember several times, especially if I was watching the same thing for a long time, like watching a play on a stage, I would go into what I would now call a trance state (not because I was trying, it would just happen) and everything within my view would turn to light. I remember thinking it was a very cool sensation but didn't really take it any further. It didn't happen again for years and I had pretty much forgotten about it until one day when I was about 19, I was watching a play at the elementary school I used to attend (the same location it had most frequently happened as a child) and there it was again. This time I paid closer attention because, for one I was remembering it happening as a child, and also because I knew that it was quite significant. But I still didn't really know what I was seeing or what it meant. That would have been about the time I really started to explore the idea that everything is energy and that there was a hell of a lot more going on than we realized. It happened once about 3 years later but I was very quickly distracted by something else going on around me so it was gone. Then about 5 years ago, I was invited to go see a friend of mine do a performance. He was on the brink of developing a career as a story teller. He was mostly doing it for friends so that he could receive feedback and refine his performance. As he told stories he played a djembe, the mother rhythm (a 6/8 rhythm). The lights in the hall were dim and between the calm surroundings, the repetitive drum beat and the tone of his voice, it was a prime environment. I felt the initial body sensation which had always preceded this. It's like a warm wave that consumes you and by now I was quite familiar with it and knew what would happen if I went with it. But by this time, I'm that much more programmed and it's that much harder to 'let go'. Instantly I got excited in anticipation but that took me into my brain, so the sensation vanished. I took a deep breath and relaxed and it started to come back. I went back and forth a couple of times until I finally was able to completely let go. By this time I had a much better understanding of what it was I was seeing and studied it more closely. The entire stage turned to light. Ray, the guy doing the performance, no longer had a physical body, he was an egg shaped light object. There were colours and waves of colours that changed moment to moment and there was an inner glow, in the very center, that was about 1 1/2 feet tall and about 4 inches wide that was brighter and more vibrant than the any other part of him. And the light began to dissipate toward the outer edge of his energy field (which extended about 3' from where the edge of his physical body would be). I managed to sustain it for a few minutes and then spent the rest of his performance trying to get it back. It came and went in small waves for the remaining 10 minutes or so of his performance. It has not happened to the same degree since. For the past couple of years I have practiced, off and on, seeing electrically but haven't yet been able to get past the physicality becoming a black silhouette (that always happens the moment before your vision switches to being fully electrical). These experiences are a part of the foundation that form my beliefs. I have learned how to recognize energy, regenerative and degenerative. I have studied at length the affects of this. And I pay attention to the body sensations that happen when I am gaining a new level of understanding. That's the resonance I speak about. I get the same sensations that always preceded electrical vision, to varying degrees, when I am close to discovering a new phase in my learning. I'll leave it at that for now. I'm curious how you took all of this...
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