Masks... People were them. They are 2 people in one, they say that something is important to them and when you spend time with that person it becomes clear that they dont give a shit about that importance, they lie, they cheat, they manipulate others. I have a classmate, she is a 2 faced wierdo, she says she hates a friend of mine, but she always hangs out with him, always talks and does stuff with him, and its so wierd, I mean she told me that she hates him so much, that he is a devious maniacal person and if you spend time with him, you become something like him. I guess she was right about the last part, she became him. I dont realy know if this matters, to you people, I think you have better things to do, but its a wierd thing for me, the human mind and the understanding is so strange. She blames me for stuff that I have done in the past, but she is now doing the same thing and she thinks its ok, well... I dont realy care now, it only shows what a pathetic person she is. Not only her, other people do things that they would never do, because they want to be exepted by others. What the hell is with that ? Weak people is what they are. I mean to start smoking just because everybody else is doing it, well that is pathetic, or even become this "bad ass" just to be friends with people who are complete retards. That bugs me very much, this system is so pathetic, and its hard not to folow these rules, cuz I also have to survive in there, and if you become an outcast in high school your life there becomes *ucked up... So it realy sad... There always has to be those who are the leaders and those who follow them... The "cool kids" "the popular ones" well it sickens me. I had enough of this bull shit, of these rules who arent writen, but are out there.
What can I say, well... Humans are strange, to understand one takes a lot of time. But I guess, without them for me life would be boring, all are different and its a wonderful game for me to figure them out, to understand them, its like a puzzle and I love puzzles. So... in the end, thanks for reading this thead, it helped me to figure things out, although all I did was think and write my thoughts while contradicting my own ideas
well it helped me
So! Humans are fun! I enjoy there wierdness and there fights with each other. ( hmm... Humans? This might sound like I think that am not a human, better write something to make them understand that I dont think like that) Even I do wierd things that are hard to understand to others, but we're all humams and we all do things that are misunderstand and wierd, but that makes us different, in some cases even unique. Yes... Unique... We all think that we are unique, but that makes all of us the same. Anyway, am done, thanks again Decius