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i also get those times where i think of outrageous things happening... except i have learned to look past the fear in it an actually embrace it. thinking about what can be or the control you own can be a great way to learn aboutt who you really are, especially looking at what you do with those thoughts..
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i have done things i could never forget or be proud of but it sometimes seems as if while i do these things i still feel guilty but i cant stop. I try then fail. But lately its as if once i finally decided to stop it has been getting easier with every small vitory yet i know that if i fail once i will loose all i have gained, once again.
"sad is the heart that loves. its usually broken"