Fear of self

Without different interpertations on different things and on different subjects.

You wouldent have your site, Would you?


What's life if you can't see it for what it is?


Can you tell me what life is?

If you want clarification about what I mean, ask privately - you've comprehended what I've said incorrectly and are asking questions that have no pertinence to my point.

"Hating everyone protects me from elitism."

i feel as if i have two minds.
One loves pain and slyness.
and the other is true, loyal and honest.
The honest one is losing to the sadistic one.

"sad is the heart that loves. its usually broken"

i also get those times where i think of outrageous things happening... except i have learned to look past the fear in it an actually embrace it. thinking about what can be or the control you own can be a great way to learn aboutt who you really are, especially looking at what you do with those thoughts..

i have done things i could never forget or be proud of but it sometimes seems as if while i do these things i still feel guilty but i cant stop. I try then fail. But lately its as if once i finally decided to stop it has been getting easier with every small vitory yet i know that if i fail once i will loose all i have gained, once again.

"sad is the heart that loves. its usually broken"