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i have been alienated everywhere i go as well. but not right away, is it the same as gollows for anyone of you guys? at first when i meet new people my heightened sense of being(well call itt that) really intrigues people because essentially in hindsight, they are all shallow. poeple, especially in highschool, see someone who has somethign that they think is original, like the ability to be comfortable in not conforming, they want to be around it. however once the "new" thing wears off people see that i am completely different in my approach to everything secular, like girls, cars, money, etc. and they are turned off by the same thing that attracted them to me in the first place. its almost like i can not win with poeple even thouhg i know im charismatic, weel kept, humurous, yada yada yada. is it wrong to blame it on other peoples insecurities?
"To kill man's hope is to kill man"
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