Differential Rebirth

Coming out, nine days in
Agressive futility
Reaching out, falling back
No days in

This warmth that comforts me
Will no longer be my home
Restlessly I'll embrace the cold
Shattered my dreams of permanence

Five fingers through, on my way
I have chosen my own demise
Eyes dilated to the rhythmn of a lullaby

Voice in the distance
Begs me come and stay
I'll not let you fool me
I'm no fool
At least I didn't want to be

Halfway through, looking for a hand to grasp
On my way I'm losing touch and sense of the real

This warmth that comforts me
Will no longer be my home
Restlessly I'll embrace the cold
Shattered my dreams of permanence

Now I see, see the chaos
She scoffs at my entrance
But I'm no fool
She won't destroy my faith
At least that's what I thought