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I was walking home today and it was around ten PM, and i felt free because nobody was around, and all i felt was the wind on my skin and i watched the sky above me as the clouds swam by, and everyone can be free, in their minds, not everybody will be but sometimes try it, sit back and think i dont care what anybody thinks, or what anybody wants me to do, Ill just enjoy this moment, i felt that was freedom, away from the clutches of everybodys expectations, it may not last but it was sweet for the few moments it embraced me. Freedom. Its peace, its extremely beautiful. Its being carefree, it is being a child again, well not like me as a child, but the way we imagine it to be. When your greatest concern is that a fly sat on your ice cream. A dream. But its not how i want to live, its like music, it cant take over your life, because its not real. Where am i going here? Do you know? Can we ever be free forever, no, can we be for a few moments within our minds, sure. Does that count? you can bet your wife's shirt it does mate. Try it. Just stop worrying, It doesnt matter, you need to pay your bills, its ok, your wife doesnt love you anymore, its ok, but only for a moment, oh yes its escapism. That is freedom. Peace.
"I have nothing to be proud of today but hopefully tomorrow I will."
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