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I would actually agree with most about what you say about me; except on the matter of happiness. I believe that there is true happiness, although I do not know its true definition (and quite frankly, I wouldn't want to—it makes it all the more fun not to know). And also, if other people have found true happiness: good for them, I would never go so far as to call them liars. I only say that I do not know its definition. Maybe I'm being repetitive though. Secondly, my statements are all completely fluid. My conscious does not operate in a straight line or with complete order and without change. I do not make absolute statements. I make statements that I believe to be true at that moment in time. In a week or two, I may very well believe in something different. Does that mean the last two weeks have been a waste? No, because it was a part of my psyche's evolution. I'm sorry if I communicated that my ideas were absolute. Who knows? One day I may attain absolute truth, but as of right now, I don't believe I can. But I'm still going to strive for it because that's what I live for: to know more true un-truths so that I can serve myself and my relationships better. And I suppose you are correct: I can only say that I will never identify absolute truth (maybe you, or a great slew of people, can). Yet, after all of this, I still don't think I'm coping out. I'm accepting the (hopefully temporary) limits I see in my own life (that I probably have no control over) and doing the best I can with them. Believing in non-absolute truth, to me, brings a great deal of acceptance when one of my ideas or theories is proven incorrect. By not believing in rock-solid truth I can 1) not be disappointed when I am wrong; and 2) rejoice in the fact that I am learning. For others, acceptance of being able to not know absolute truth may be a cop-out, but for me, it's not. This is further shown in the fact that I don't just subscribe to "passive" beliefs. Passive implies that I don't act upon them (that I am in fact passive in pursuing them), and this is just not how I act with my beliefs. I do, and will continue to, act upon what I believe to be true at every point in my life. Belief without action is like raw meat: it's very hard to swallow. Thanks, though, Decius. If anything, this conversation has posed some questions for me to ponder that I haven’t yet and even some things might have been proven untrue in my beliefs. It's been very thought-provoking, so thank you.
""What life! What cheery expectation resides in our existence!""
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