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to Josh, I love you and I hope you can see this from way Up there We made another, Mom killed it, You hurt too much I told you how and why she did, You hurt too much We broke our connection, You hurt too much I found another lover, You hurt too much You found another lover, I hurt too much You got engaged, and was happy with it, I hurt too much You were deceived, and was left in the dirt, You hurt too much You ended your life, with me holding you, telling you that I was here and I loved you, We hurt too much Christina Marie Power I keep my eyes from crying; By not reminding myself of you. But I use your light to guide me; Because all I think about is you. I keep my heart from bleeding; By trying to move on. I'll never escape the way I feel; You'll never, truly, be gone. All I see is all our memories; All I see is what's not true. All I think about is everything you promised; All I think about is you. Christina Marie Power How am I supposed to stop seeing my Happiness? When I see David, my hands are clammy, my knees weak, my thoughts foggy. My loins fill with need, my heart soars. Am I to stop those, as I cannot. How am I supposed to supress those feelings?His touch makes me melt, his voice makes my heart thud rapidly, his touch makes it unbearable. His kisses make my heart stop. When we make love I reach to the skies. I fly higher then the stars, then David catches me.Do tell me how am I supposed to stop that, when my heart will never forgive me? How am I supposed to break our bond? I will not break it, nor deceive, for whence I saw him, and loved him;I can see no-other. My heart will not allow it. Christina Marie Power Being tossed around, like nothing From person to person all at one's disposal How am I to feel when you show no compassion? You do what you want when you want, not asking me for approval. It hurts when you don't care I suppose I am an inconveinence, I can't help it But I am not some rag-doll to be tossed away. I have feelings too, or do you not care? I am a person, a person you ditch when, it's conveinent for you, when you want me gone. Christina Marie Power *These are just a few of the poems that I have posted online at Poetry.com. Just look under my name if you want more, some are Posted as Chrissy Marie Power though and sum are not mine. I am christina marie power, NOT christina marie POWERS! (There is a Powers). So yeah email me on CC and tell me if u like them.
"Sex is unpredictable, sometimes you get it Great! others it fucking sucks!"
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