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Yes I do. I am TOTALLY trying to cut it down to nothing though... and (patting myself on the back, I am doing a DAMN good job!) I started in the summer of seventh grade. A boyfriend named Russell, and my best friend Ken were at our school lake, when I took my first *drag*. The song...Don't Drink, Don't Smoke, What do you do.... was popular at the time, and I sat there as they sang it to me, and I proceeded to flip them off. I then decided, shit, just give me that smoke. As I was sitting there.... puffing away, Ken says to me... "Hahahaha, your not inhaleing!!" He taught me to say "Ugh, Moms coming." (a way to suck in some smoke, lol) It worked, and I have smoked ever since. I never wanted to stop.... but I did stop completely when I joined the military, and when I was pregnant with my first son. To the question why. Why do I smoke? I could honestly say I enjoy smoking. I don't smoke in the house.... so it kinda gives me a reason to kick back in my back yard, put my feet up, and relax. I don't smoke during the day....I smoke at night mostly. Sometimes I smoke only 1 or two a day. Sometimes a half a pack. I REALLY smoke if I drink. Most places out here you cannot smoke inside of, but I do go to a bar (or did ) where you can smoke inside. I could smoke maybe 15 cigarettes in one night at a bar. Though I smoke.....I am not a SMOKER SMOKER like many I know. I must concider myself addicted, or I would be able to stop in a second, and the thought of completely stopping makes me want to have one right this second! (and this is the morning.... I don't smoke during the day usually, lol) Hmmmmm I don't think I really answered your question. I guess I smoke cause I know its bad for me.
Evilia
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