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Thank you for the compliment, but it is not something I came upon naturally. I too struggled in times in my life. I stopped attending church. God in His way smacked me with LOVE and opened my heart and my mind. I see many folks who are in serious doubt, but wish to resolve their inner conflict. It is nothing wonderful to ponder that which we cannot trust. I can tell you God works in mysterious ways. Ways we really have no idea about. In our search and our quest, we overlook the answers sitting before us. And yet each night we pray for that 'insight'. Here is wisdom, you should adhere to in your quest. Never has anyone suffered from believing. It is better to open up and trust in something than to let the doubt comsume you. In the end, you will know by your reward, if you overcome your fears. Life is short, my friend, and so it is far better to be prepared fully for the next life. IF I am incorrect, I have lost nothing, If you are incorrect, you have lost salvation. In that I mean if you choose to abstain from 'vigoriously' settling down to God with Love and Fervor. It says in the Bible 'You are neither Hot nor Cold, You are lukewarm, and I shall spit you out' Personally, I wish for you to be enlightened. In fact believing in Christ Jesus makes life so much more bearable, and easier. However, I am not a pushy person by no means. It is sufficient for me to plant seeds of hope rather than sour a returning soul. I do not know my role in life, and will not know until I meet my Creator. I do know this much, He created me, so He does love me. That is what I wish to spread, His love, His forgiveness, and His ultimate acceptance. Give Him your heart, and let HIM mold it. He is the one Who made it. Peace, and thank you for your kind words.

"Even though is difficult, I can still dream."
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