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Keeping Up Appearances
Some people consider me to be funny. I often try my best to keep up a blockade of humour to hide my real feelings. But the pretence is wearing on me, if no-one else. Should I tell someone how I really feel or carry on under a facade? I don't want to worry anyone but i feel so horrible all the time. Should I keep living under false pretences?
"All the world's a stage. And all the men and women are merely players."
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Wow this is exactly how I feel sometimes...everyone loves me because I'm funny and I'm pretty great person, but underneath it all I have a fucked up life!!! I got help because I was tired of feeling like shit!!! Even if u don't get help let ur feelings out here...it's anonymous and to tell u the truth I don't know u but I can relate to what u wrote and as long as you don't let it overtake ur life then ur good because when u let it get to u that's when shit gets worse, but I bet u feel better that u at least let the whole world know ur unhappy...like I said even if u did it anonymously it still helps!!! Good Luck with things!!