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I want to be murdered by somebody who loved me so much, so infactuated with me, desired me to such an extent that he could not handle the idea of that we could not be. hell its gotto be a nikki french book, this means he has to be beautuful, but insane. brilliant. genius. and i wish music to be played like in films, theres always music in the backround. it has to be dramitic, romantic, passionate, poetic, it has to make the earth shake, make peopel fall to their knees, nobody cared about my birth so appreaciate my death. everyone has to know. and. i have to look beautuful when it happens, loose hair,. forbidden hair. forbidden me. But. its just a day dream.
"I have nothing to be proud of today but hopefully tomorrow I will."
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