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finding smart, intelligent people makes me happy, along with good conversations and good music. and ironically smoking cigarettes makes me happy, i find it wierd. it makes me feel alive. there's a quote from someone that says something along the lines of "i know it's bad for me, but i scarcely feel as though i'm living unless i'm slowly killing myself" but unfortunatly, or possibly fortunatly, i'm quitting for my girlfriend. so no more smoking for me, but she's worth it. and i just realized how random this post is.
"i don't like the idea of "nothingness", it makes me anxious"
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