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I have been meaning to write up a thread about this in long while. I have thought about this longer than I can remember. This is a psychological phenomena that I find most remarkable. I take a mental journey down a deep 'rabbit hole' and dive into a realm of mentality that can only be experienced individually. My inner voice continuously explores and explains, asking questions to myself and answering itself, almost simutaneously. Automatic, cyclic, unstoppable, eternally, it is the powerful base of my conscious thinking life. This is the window through which I perceive and explain my own experiences and emotions. My inner voice is primarily the same as my centre of speech in the brain. If I am engaged in speech, my inner voice is silent. But not always. It usually can't multitask, yet it is the system that requires the most brain power and is the most potent output of conscious thought. It can respond automatically. It can queue up a linkage of words and send them off to my medulla and think about other stuff whilst my body computes with the technical procedure or turning a queue of words into actual verbalisation. I may let my inner voice wander off on its own tangents as long as I hold onto this autopilot that controls the over-learned patterns of speech. My inner voice becomes silenced once I discover non repeated over-learned patterns of words. When I look at something, my memory may recall something else and instantly start internally talking about that. This inner voice works symbiotically with memory functioning. My brain interacts with external stimulis found in the surrounding environment. A cyclic process of monologue. A machine is at work; my brain, as I wander through the maze of memory and the sensual experiences of my surroundings. This system is self-referential. The concious inner voice continously meanders through topics and responds with memory...stimulating more memories and thoughts. This is chaos theory at work. This is the cyclic beauty of the mind. This is the complexity of the massive neuronal and biochemical network, which will be occupied for the rest of our lifes. It is the ultimate expression of our consciousness. It is part of our limbic system. And everyone has it.
"The summit is just a halfway point"
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