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What about the whole Romea and Juliet scenario. What if you found some one who you could connect with so well on a certain deeper level but everything else was just too opposite and negating.
My current gf is naive, materialistic, christian, insecure, etc. but she pretty much tells me the truth about every thing and is open with me. And she gives and lets me give her soo much attention. If it weren't for that I'd never even cared for her. But we aren't alowed to see each other because her mom won't let her date an "atheist" and she already has these big plans for her future that never included me.
On the other hand I have this girl I was once with who has now grown up much as I have and we connect on many levels too, however the opposite ones my current gf does. She has a wild streak, shes fun, we are usually on the same page, she considers herself a philosopher and she plans to settle down in her early twenites to have kids and just enjoy life. She has a few character quarks like smoking but those can be forgiven and hopefully if she has enough love in her for herself and the rest of us she will stop that. The only problem is last year when we went out she wouldn't open up. And that is the most important thing to me. But she and I have both matured a bit so I'm thinking she might be willing to be more open.
Every day for a while now I've thought of breaking up with my gf, and every day I ask myself if love is enough. But who is to say what love is and if it is enough.
I just don't know what to do.
"Dark and silent and complete."
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