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I have searched many sites, but none seem to address this question. Anyway, I 'd like to recommend a fascinating book I have come across, 'The Power of Now'. I have only read a few pages and it is already beggining to affect me. U ppl must have seen me mentioning the mirror thing in a couple of threads, when you look into the mirror for some time, questing your self who is that in front of you. Most times you can't handle it and turn away, but some times you get that 'experiance'. Uptil now, I didn't know what it was. Actually, I found out that that 'feeling', is actually experiancing our true self, our inner being. When we are babies, we are pure, i.e we have no personality. But as we grow up, we develop a personality. Right now, I recognize myself because of my personality. Your sense of 'I', is your personality. But that is not the 'true' us. It is just a cover. Whenever we take off that cover, we experiance a glimpse of 'us'. It is called 'enlightnement'. I have experianced this many times when I have done the mirror thing.(works in 1 out of 10 tries or something). But I did and do not know how to cope, how to undersatnd the feeling. This book expressed my feelings when am in this state of extreme consioucness. You feel like a lost fragment, you feel that there is no purpose of anything, and you become afraid. Because, althought you have taken of the 'false' personality being cover, you don't know how to search for 'yourself', so you are lost, kind of like withought an existence. mostly people meditate to come to this state of enlightnment/ extreme consciousness, but that is quite difficult. I don't think any meditator knows of this mirror technique, which is a short cut.
"I'll heal ur woundz I'll set u free, I m jesus christ on xtacy"
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