love

love isn't worth dying for if it's not even returned. u have the rest of your life to find someone else, and i guess i do to. it's getting over it that is the tough part. i tried dating someone else and he treated me like a queen, but i still didn't love him. i'm still in love with someone who literally tried to take my life. i still write him letters and talk to him on the phone and he's in jail for a very long time because of what he did to me. i still can't get over him.

"free country my ass."

I believe love is just an emotion no matter how strong it is. I have thought that I was in love to find out it was just really good sex. Other times I have felt attached to people and thought that was love to find out that they did not feel the same way. Other times I have thought I was in love with someone and they did not like me in fact they despised me. Sometimes people thought they were in love with me and I clearly knew I was not in love with them. Sometimes people thought they were in love with me and I thought I was in love with them but over time we both thought that we were not in love.

I think there is no love, it is mere attraction or hormones. However, I do believe there is friendship and I think this is probably they key factor to a successful relationship. However, somehow you have to integrate sex into this. This I do not know how to do.

"I love to see people struggling for their purpose in life..."