Thoughts By A Friend

They are all inspired by real things that happen in my life. Some of them are a bit exagerated, others are hypithetical situations if something had happend differently in my life, but most of them are my raw feelings and emotions towards things that have happend to me and towards the people that have done them.

"Wht cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

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If I am so dispensable
Why even bother pretending?
I understand that you're self centered
But there must be a reason for the effort.
The effort is accelerated by motive
The motive must be in place for a reason...

Do they exist with out reason?
Does anything exist with out reason?

Perhaps... But I doubt it lives as long as you.

And the reason is
You know that it is the right thing to do.
So you do it.

Fucking Christians.

"Wht cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

awakenedwraith your stuff is very boring and expected.

""if you can\'t handle me at my worst, then you don\'t deserve me at my best.\""

Hey, i didnt read the entire thing between youa nd miss pumpkin about your writing style, but i want to ask have you not posted since because of the last post she made on here?

"I have nothing to be proud of today but hopefully tomorrow I will."

I wrote this then got distracted and lost the feeling. I didnt want to waste so ima post it anyway.

I feel restless with the absence of my daily teachings.
I feel useless cause I never seem to strain.
By and by my time is peaceful but this
Manic stream of conscienceness begins to mold and shape

In two. The hollow eyes which dread on every breathe thats taken.
The laughing sounds of love and kindness lead my way.

"Wht cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

lol I was actually writing somehting as you were writing that lol. No, I just have felt anything worth writing lately.

"Wht cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

Everglide.

I am now stored, connected and digitally enhanced.
I am now soothed and motivated.
I am now peaceful.
I am now... Satisfied.

My essence of spirituality does not come from doctrination.
It does not come from painful memories.
It does not come from devotion or
Love for another.

I am now courageous.
I am now rythmic.
I am now surrounded and comforted.
I am now smiling.

My thirst is a product of anxiety
Caused by a lack of purpose.
Caused by testosterone.
Yet I am thankful for my flaws.

Crystal clear.
Pure.
Emotion.

"Wht cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

you're "mall" post seems all too familiar to me. I dated a girl once who was insufferably self-centered. I spent nearly a year trying to make her happy, and trying to help her through all the problems she was having.

I promise you that the trials she had to put up with while we were dating were no small matter by anyone's standards. Her problems became my problems and they started to effect me the way they had effected her.

I eventually broke up with her and several weeks later she told me she hadn't needed me. Said it was nice to have me there but she could have made it on her own and she didn't need my help.

A day later she was crying because we weren't together still. She seemed so broken for the longest time, but why?

"If I am so dispensable Why even bother pretending?"

"May wisdom flow through my mind, and love burn in my heart"

I'm glad you could connect with it. As I've said before, it always makes me feel good knowing that someone thought about something that I thought about. I guess it makes me feel more human.

"Wht cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."