Security in lies Discussion Forum

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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I'm waiting for July 4th 2066, Its gonna be my death bed, a celebration amongst worms and men. I don't think you'll be invited my dear, you were never there for anything else. Your a matyr and not a saint, not even the priests in this town are pure.

They'd sell your soul for a dime and throw you to hell for free. Everything you know and loved is gone I'm a different man now that I'm dead. I've woken up and found out why I'm here, its to end all of this. It seems so different now from where I am it seems so much clearer.

Damn you all, years of gambling your life away has driven you all to forgetting the reason why we made this pledge, blood brothers from the crypt we said. It was a lie we all made our moves and now we're falling to pieces. Give in to me, this is a fairy tale for the lost generation. Don't hold onto dreams or storys they will always lead you to the darker side of the woods. I wrote you some happy songs in my last note. God forgive me.

Even if you were real I wouldn't believe in you for the torment you put me through each and every damn day. My heart is as cold as ice now, thats why I can't be here when you get back. You know we didn't plan for this, it was suppose to be a brighter future my gods are all fals and so is my faith.

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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God damn I hate this
Every damn day is another hit and miss
I can't be
I can't bleed
I don't belong
Your faith is all wrong
Believe in God and your life is undone
Priests and Liers need to know how to run
We're not stopping or breathing
I am the hate in you that keeps on seething
Forget your life its a lie
Mother, Father believe me the end is extremely f**king nigh

I can't stare into your eyes
Cus all I see is another hundred lies
Sick and tamed
We are the ones that were not named
Kids on the street each one with a gun
Politicians seem to think this is all for fun
Daughters and Sons you don't know where you belong
I guess thats good cus if you knew you'd wanna be proven wrong
All words no face
This worlds got no race
We're all the same skin
killing those next in kin
Princes and kings
This shows not over til the lawyer sings
He lied and you know it
Behind all those black eyes blood and spit

None of us will get out alive
We just wanna breathe and thrive
On our own running free
But we're still here and we can't see
Gun shots louder
Licks of paint and gun powder
These make a world go round
Modern worlds going down without a sound

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Band of regrets

This isn't progress that you've made
Your living the same old life
Alll you need to know is that I f*cking hate you
You made a hell for me and left me out to burn
Cordened off from the rest of the world
I was on the edge of the world standing between inifinity and 0
Your new lovers give you some comfort
They give you these BANDS OF REGRET
You tell me I'm a user, abuser and missuser
But what does that make you my dear?
Now that I'm back on top form, I'm coming for you
I'm sinking back to being normal
Without you I'm doing just fine
I'm no saint in this story I know
But the truth is that you were the reason and the cause
The aftermath is my responsibility

I'm bleeding on the floor now and its all your fault
I'll never forget you
Its not for good reasons
Its just another mistake I'll add to the list
You can add me to your hate list
I know I've been reserved a place
Forget what you know
These scars aren't literal
Their skin deep and you can't see them
I'm coming out of this cage now
Insert me into this routine once again
We always were the odd ones out you and me
And you were always the one to pin the blame on me
I wanted a life but you wouldn't let me free
I'm no longer a man of my word
Or even my world
But maybe some sick place in my head is glad
I'm glad I'm not in this place anymore
My heads all over the place
And my thoughts are all over the walls

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Sex and God killing

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

1928 Posts / 62M

22yrs

awakendwraith

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From what i've scanned over, I like this.

"Why cry for those that often cry? Instead, help them smile, and smile for those that smile."

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Cheers dude

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Welcome to binge britain
We're only interested in one f**king thing
Bottle in the right hand and a knife in the other
Take me to the town on Friday night
I've become what this country is made from
A scumbag, a loser a slave to the bottle
Noose around my neck and a hole in the floor
Hung atop the gallows
Town squares a calling
And all in all we go to heaven for our sins
Living with misery by my side
She's the one who treats me right
You've got me on the end of my teather
This is Grey Britain
And we all f*cking love it
Bleed the pigs and stick them with a switchblade knife
You steal your drink and food
Clergymen and rapists have alot in common in these days
Grey
Grey
Its all painted Grey
I can't see the sun and I never will
There is no sky left its all just worthless filth
Give me a relief
The great forgiver in the sky

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Facades and cracks in the side of your porcelain beauty
Leave no trail of the nights scars that run through your hand
The crawling black weave of your hair wisping accross your face
Rain comes as silently as a killer
In the back alley of a dorment murder scene I come
The blades are sharpened and there are no mistakes to be corrected tonight
The blood boils in my twisted veins as I spread out my reach and touch
I grab
I feel
My hands are cold from the winters edge and I have nothing left to give but pain
Its so dark I can almost feel beautiful
This scene that I paint will be less than that however
I'm the dark that haunts the corners of your mind
The knife in my hands and the hate in my heart
The victim turns and stares
Look into the eyes
Deep and hollow and I realise
Those eyes are yours

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

548 Posts / 50M

35yrs

Chained Wings

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Who would have imagined trolls would have such poetry in them?

You see, when you act stupid like you don't care, then no one cares about you. You're just a another of the millions of pathetic voices talking shit on the internet.

But when you have the courage to open yourself and be vulnerable, your words are heard by the very people you want to hear you.

Keep up the good work.

"When I was a child I flew! Then as an adult- I watched others soar."

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Errm thanks =] And I would just like to say sorry for all my stupid comments I act like a dick when I really shouldn't so I'd like to say sorry for all my random and quite frankly pathetic comments and I will try to contribute something worth reading

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Break down!
Its on the radio waves of the unconventional
Radical reformations, of the modern routine
This is our convenience
I'm writing these final notes on a piece of discarded photograph
the corners are burnt and the faces are blurred
But in the deepest pits of my heart
I can make out that its me and what I have become
I've had chances to change but God doesn't forgive
My words leave me again
Generation X is dead
They cheered and off came his head
This king has a forgotten country
And I'm in tow
Lifeless faces in the crowds
One of each has lost its will
Like so many lost theirs on me
They've got no sympathy of a symphony left to offer
And it doesn't matter much to me

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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Simple kids sitting in a bar on stool thats crooked on the right side
I sat there for my high school years
Drinking myself away
A tab under different names for a man brushed in black and white
Living in a stylealised world with a different cliche for each of us
All I seem to do is write about myself and all of this
But I can't change that tact
Its something thats more than skin deep
And its more for you and me
Our childish years are fading without a whisper of change
Isn't it ironic how you said we would never grow up
And for one of us thats true
I'm still as young as I was when we made that pact
I remember the soundtrack to our summers thats past by us without a single care or word
Isn't it funny how we are all feeling the same
The years have come and past and I'm still playing that silly game
The one that you once taught me when I was 12 years old
Take heed by the headlights every time your uninspired
Take heed that maybe you'll inspire others again
The bar scene is where I'll sit
Drinking in our old spot
And realising that I'm now so old
16 going on 60
I'd never wrote anything before I met you
Its a means to an end
And all I can seem to do today is drink and drink until I can no longer remember my school hall days
A constant photo album of moving images that resemble what was once a different day
Isn't it so beautiful, the picture we painted together on your front lawn

Hearts are tied into knots
Attached to us but never ours
Give to those that you find willing
And maybe another sumer will grace our lifetime and we'll have another day to rite home about.

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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I am a ladys man and I don't give a fuck
I like to feed off the despair of lovers fallen apart
I'm not sorry and all I can think of is tonight at a bar
Its sleazy and so am I, I'm nothing but a beast
I'm ready for a fest I know
You better hide yourselves and wear something long
I've been down for more than an hour, you must be getting tired
I'm feeling sick to my stomach
So drive your fist straight at my face
I'm not fussy and I'm not sad
I've got a pack full of matches and a pocket full of pills
Presents for you and your friends for a typical friday
I ain't ever been in so much pain for more
My bodys on fire and stomachs in nots
I'm trapped in a body of a man that doesn't know what he wants
Working at a job he hates and hooking up with a different girl each night
There will be no more nights
This is my last night, better make it count
Your in for a treat dear, I'll give you my all

I'm a ladies man and you just want to fuck
I ain't ever been commited and I ain't ever seen somebody as desperate as myself
I am the shame of your mistakes repeated
This is nothing more than a back alley with stains and drugs
I'll take this to my grave
"The lover of many" is what they'll carve up on my chest
I drink and drink til my guts come up
No tolleration for saying no and I just live life like its a fucking hell
You are now which once was I
So remember me as I pass by

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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This is nothing worse than a heart attack
Been out all night but not once did I lose the fight
I dread the night for all its worth
It doesn't make a saint from a sinner
I just sin and sin
Tonight the weather howls
Its all in turn to turn
Pass the bottle to your friends
They all want a taste of what its like to be like on the dead end wave
Dig out your casket and fill lay in it
This is cold dark world that we made for ourselves
The four horsemen ain't nothing to us
We ain't scared and but we ain't brave
We're just looking for some fun and tonight thats you
We'll tear your limbs one from the other
Its nothing more than a night on the town
Bottle to bottle and hand in hand
We're rolling with the punches
And we're rolling in the wrong crowd

I dread the night
So remember my words and don't forget
If you do however my son
There will be a price to pay and you'll pay in your blood and bones

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"

141 Posts / 20M

17yrs

ParallelShabba

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I love the way your showing yourself off
All the boys are ready for a feast
This is going out to all the girls
Your all looking fine
If I offer to buy you a drink will you go home with me and not even think?
Thsi evenings going better than planned, got a beer in one hand whore in the other
Nothing makes much sense to me
I'm sick of all this salt in my veins
I just wanna forget today and forget my future
I wanna lay in bed with you all day
I ain't even got a full time job
Been held down by debt and all this shit
This country is going down, brick by brick
I've got no other aspirations
I'm a full time junkie holding onto a needle and a gun
Girls in one corner, skeletons in the closet
The hardest thing that I've ever learnt
Is to learn to love and be loved in return
Choke on me while your passing out on the bathroom tiles
Blood spilled package and a organ donar thats not worth a penny
He lost my heart down the drain
I taste of brilliance dear so much so that I ain't got a care in the world
And after this night I don't even wanna fucking see you again

Right down in a council house with not a penny to my name
No this isn't the way my mother told me it would go
I was gonna be a doctor or a lawyer instead I'm the reaper of hearts
Sweetheart can you hear what I see?
With your live wire mouth and your ssex filled ears
We don't stop til everyone screams
I don't wanna hear any of it
Your not going anywhere
A night at a bar with a few the "towns women" is more than a mouthful
Its a full buffet

I'm just a beast
Got the head of a wolf and the body of a lover lost in a world that doesn't care for me

"If you try to fix violence with violence you do nothing but create violence"