Moody in the morning

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In movieland, people wake up with a smile. I've never done that. If anything, I swear when I wake. Doctors said it was my iron deficiency and "stress". Parents say I need a daily goal. Friends just think I'm lazy and moody, or just call me a night owl. It's been this way ever since I graduated from high school. Even if I do get up, I don't want to do anything, and I don't want to talk to or look at anyone unless I have to.

I used to think it was because I wasn't looking forward to that day. Maybe it was because I didn't like college, or I didn't want to go to work. But even on the day I was going to the amusement park or visiting a friend I care about, I still wake the same. The few times I actually looked forward to the next day, I couldn't sleep.

Does anyone else have such a hard time waking up and getting up in the morning?

"How can we be just in a world without mercy and merciful in a world without justice?"

Yah I hear you. College is highschool 2 but the only difference is you're expected to like it and if you don't then there's something wrong with you. Waking up to work you don't wanna do sucks. I usually have a hard time waking up because I'm still tired and want to sleep more.

I've read that if you get consistent at lucid dreaming that you need less and less sleep. This is because it's a more restful type of sleep? Certain meditations also claim this effect.

I think the biggest reason getting up can be difficult is if you're not doing what you want to do. If I was a rockstar I bet getting up would be REAL easy! Or maybe the buddhists are right and you just have to find happiness within yourself, then everything else just doesn't matter?

"I try my best to be just like I am but everybody wants you to be just like them."

When ever i fall asleep thinking about something that is soothing (usually family or friends) it makes waking up easier and almost like my day takes a more positive spin.

"Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be. So it goes. - Vonnegut"