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I've had experiences quite similar to yours but had to sort of keep it inside because my friends at the time weren't the type who enjoyed philosophical chats. This was spread out over a span of about five months though and wasn't very enjoyable on the whole. There were a lot of realizations (at least I think so) about the people around me. Regardless of how hard I tried to make it a pleasant experience, I found I couldn't keep my focus off of the possible motives for people's behaviour, and as I watched my friends I felt like I could see right through them; who was trying to impress who, who was trying to make someone jealous, who was telling a lie. I very rarely felt I witnessed a genuine moment. and generally it wasn't very pleasant. Everything did seem really, really, almost unbearably fake. It kind of messed me up a bit actually, it made me feel more disconnected socially (which was the last thing I needed) and permanently changed the way I see people. But on the bright side, I enjoy learning about philosophy and religion much more than I used to. And if you really want reality to turn upside down, shatter, and squish itself together again (but possibly ruin your life in the process ), try LSD. Drugs are definately controvercial, risky and a different experience for everyone, but I think they have the potential to enrich your life if you use responsibly.
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