I figuared out my disease

I figuared out my disease [+ favourites]

"Generalized anxiety disorder is a relatively common anxiety problem, affecting 3-4% of the population, that turns daily life into a state of worry, anxiety, and fear. Excessive thinking and dwelling on the "what ifs" characterizes this anxiety disorder. As a result, the person feels there's no way out of the vicious cycle of anxiety and worry, and then becomes depressed about life and the state of anxiety they find themselves in."

-www.anxietynetwork.com/gawhat.html#top

No matter how many times a hot woman walks by me it seems they don't even glance at me and pretend I dont exist or purposly try to avoid eye contact with me, and when they do make it I am too much of a coward to say anything, especially with other people around. And no matter how good I look or I feel I can never say anything and just keep walking. I feel like a coward, and later feel hateful toward myself and the world aorund me. This also translates into other aspects of my life, like I cant train or hit punching bags cause I get depressed thinking about my life, and realize no matter how tough or strong ill be ill still be a coward. This isnt just with women, I have a hard time being mean to people or telling people off in the real world without feeling extremly guilty or just not doing it. I also have a hard time setting boundaries to prevent people from walking all over me.

I often leave this cycle and am in a happy place in my life but than I don't do something I want to do, sort of a personal test. Like I mentioned I tried telling myself to go approach a woman and everytime I backed out just before I did it, than I fell back into this anxiety. Ive had previous experience like this with people being rude to me and me not reacting rudely back or with agression, this I began ton consider msyelf weak and again fell back into this anxiety.

You don't have an anxiety disorder.

You're insecure, and you don't seem to be trying to do anything about it except complain and whine.

Other people ask for advice, you just bullshit. I'm going to delete any offensive posts you make from now on because you're flooding the boards with stuff that's interesting to you and no one else.

Furthermore, no one wants to hear about your "problems" with the opposite sex in 18 different threads. Keep it in this one. Any other posts about that shit anywhere else, and they're gone.

If you truly seek a solution to your "disease" it would be more prudent to ask for advice and keep it targeted instead of saying things you know will threaten people's sense of normalcy.

"Hating everyone protects me from elitism."