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Ha. "That Girl'll"? Im assuming your refering to reality. I've done the passive judgment thing before...but i never focused on the single aspect of "togetherness." eh, i think regret comes with truth. You regret there not being more, than an empty hole to fall into. Your concious cant live in the nothingness. Because theres nothing in the nothingness. I dont think you've experienced what im talking about. Its like, no matter how shitty life is..or how much you tell yourself you would rather have/feel nothing, that emptiness changes everything. You fall madly in love with even the worst aspects of life. Sure its beautiful,(the intense love after) but it prys the life out of you..literally. You realize that you'l have to return to that emptiness someday. Im not kidding, if you've ever felt it. i mean knew it, then you wouldnt be as joice(joyess?)as you are talking about it. undescribable. it isnt a blanket, it isnt black. It isnt anything. You just feel yourself slipping away/into it...its the "emptiest feeling" ever. (for lack of a better word)
"In this world, we are never lacking. Only losing what we have in hope of gaining what we dont."
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