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I look at you and my anger rages like an ocean..Avast sea of wasted feelings.And precious time. Hurt by the things ou say and do to me. And the things you don't think i hear..Or you don't think I'll find out. They always fine their way beack to me. And the gaps and oceans between us grow wider and vaster and deeper.. As words get between us until Neither of us know what to say.And Nothing is left to do but turn around,And look The other way.. Telling lies to let the other one know who's not hurt the most.When really all it does is tear me up inside.
"forget the game before somone takes u out of the frame and puts ur name to frame u can't run a race the pace is to fast u just won't last.. Linkin Park points of aurthority"
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daneen and renae you may want to post your poems on a general poetry thread, or start your own rather then post on this one, though i welcome any commentry. anyhow, i've been gone for some time. here's something i wrote while away.
In my pain.
I searched the lowest valleys And I searched the highest hills. I looked in the wooded groves And I could not find God still.
I dove to deepest depths of sea And I crossed the desert wide. I gazed on lands far from home And I found not where God abide.
I turned to the hearts of men And read all of man's great work. I studied deep theology But there God failed to lurk.
In desperation I cried out to God And received no answer in reply. I screamed and wept and carried on Until it seemed that I might die.
Finally I settled down And fell in a deep hole And in my pain and emptiness A warmth formed in my soul.
As it filled me I realized That all my searching was in vain I looked for God and failed. He found me in my pain.
"life sucks but its better than the alternative"