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Some personality traits.... Argumentative, Earthy, Eccentric, High Maintenance, Intellectual, Musical, Sensitive, Silly, Spiritual, Stubborn, Unconventional, Witty, Artistic, Easygoing, High Energy, Humorous, Lazy, Procrastinator, Shy, Simple, Spontaneous, Talkative, Wild. I realise that a few of my keywords are contradictory, such as high energy and lazy, serious and silly, intellectual and simple, earthy and eccentric....The thing is, i am all of these...i have my moments...you could almost say im a split personality. lol. Basically, i am full of energy when i can be bothered to do things, i can be serious when occasion arises, and also silly. I am intellectual, but im easily pleased, so im simple. I dont need much, other than a computer and friends. Last but not least, i am an earthy person, i do keep my feet on the ground, but that doesnt mean to say that i stay serious and think logically about everything, i like to break away and be unconventional, and erratic basically, i like to go loopy! I am a person who will do anything for my friends, even if i know they wouldnt for me. I give my whole being to my friends, and i have learned the hard way that that is not always the best way to be! But, it still hasnt stopped me, ive just learned that i dont have as many friends as i thought! But as long as i have some friends, i will survive. I suppose i have to say a lil about my friends, i dont have any....lol, only kidding. I have some superb bubs, and i love them all to bits, were a real group of nutters. Not the kind of people youd go out in public with! haha I now know that i shouldnt let others rule my life, they are only a part of it, not the director of it! I should do what i want to do but not let myself get hung up on the past. If i dont try, i wont get anywhere! A couple of past experiences have taught me that the majority of males are after one thing, and they will not stop until they get it. Unpleasant experiences like that are enough to turn you lesbian! My experience with women has not worked out too well either. I do understand you guys, as IM not even a hundred percent sure of women. Our problem is that were catty. We play games, and sometimes, you just arent smart enough to be playing. I love to chat to people, but im not looking for a relationship right now, ive just come out of a pretty heavy one ad its hit my hard My perception of an ideal relationsip? Ive been told i am an idealist, and i dwell on my dreams. They say that as if its a bad thing I do realise that i set my standards too high sometimes, but what is wrong with constantly wanting to better yourself or you situation? If there is such a thing as an ideal relationship, it would exist on the grounds of equal opportunituies. Neither partner is more dominant than the other. Not completely sexual, but not completely interlectual. You know what i mean? probably not...to cut to the point, Im fussy! Lol wasn't sure what to say, does that satisfy any criteria? 
"my name says it all!"
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