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No More Deserving Than I |
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I come home tonight and ponder thoughts of you.
It seems you're in my head, telling me how I should feel.
That I should feel bad.
That I should feel guilty.
That I have wronged you.
And I feel that perhaps you are right.
But things are not in perspective.
Because I am reliant on you
To free me of this guilt.
I wait on you,
To tell me it is okay.
To show me empathy.
To show me compassion.
For my thoughts, my feelings, my needs.
Are respectable also.
Not just yours
And what you want of me.
Don't you see that I am kind to you?
That I care?
That I treat you as a human, indulging in whatever you want.
You don't want to show that you're vulnerable
Or desire me, or need me, or want me
And you make me feel undesired, unneeded, unwanted.
And when i react to it, as I did tonight
And feel not like intimacy or warmth
You condemn me for it, as if I am a sinner,
As if I am foul, wrong, hurtful.
We all have demons and pain
And all need love and affection.
And your pain is no greater than mine
And you are no more deserving of kindness than I. |
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