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Decius

Part 1 : The Beginning


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Soul Religion


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On the plane


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Beguiled


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Requiem of Hope, Advent of Duality


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US Dollar VS the EURO


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Chaotic Vengeance


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Chat Excerp


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A Cold World


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Chat Excerp


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Chaotic Vengeance

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Be it within me or outside of me or about me. It's in me, scraping at my insides, bleeding clawing to get out.

Deprivation has made it fucking angry!

I'ts attacking me, denouncing all that I hold holy, trying to cave me in, force me to react. See that picture above this crap? That's what I'm doing.. right... now.

It's not me. Then why do I feel more natural. This is my natural state. Have I written that before?

It kills me that i'm not creative.

Everything I write is a synonym for everything else.

Nothing original. All the same things, through different languages.

Same shit.

You'll gain an understanding of me by reading this. What's the point?

I can control him from claiming me, but I cannot destroy him, i cannot attempt to veer him. I cannot do anything except explode, while imploding. So much wants to get out, and now, all I want to do is kill myself.

I'm not going to explode. It's going to repress. And come back another day, scarring me.

Rowr. Rob isn't my name. Rob's strong. Robin is a weak pathetic insecure child that no one likes. He combs his hair to impress those unworthy of impressing, because he is weak. Weak. Weak. Weak. Weakness. Not strong. Bendable. A failure. Constantly trying to redeem himself. No fucking clue when I will be redeemed.

Rowr.

I'm back and bleeding.
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