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Arch Humanity
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The Sickness Within
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The Failure Within
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Surrounded by Idiots
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The "What if I'm Right?" Argument
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There was Always a sky above me
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'Relinquish'
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The Search
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Discussion Techniques
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The Unapologetic Elimination of Ignorance
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If all at once I found him
I'd know not what to do

Him to do
Chemicals and synapses

Lost in the electrical storm
And I'm hidden in a haven

Away from the scorching skies.

Seeking shelter,
Scared of thunder,

Always lying,

Always recuperating

When the universe
Is entirely mine.

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