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Why Then by What Now

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What now is what was now, then. So, I will describe now, so we understand then:

When I think of you, I feel worried that you are experiencing an unnecessary pain - that your unawareness of the fact that I am here for you, that I care and value you, seems wrong to me because that is a lie. And if I let you believe it, then I am permitting a lie.

If your pain stems from your own innabiilty to feel loved, or value yourself, then knowing how I feel towards you will provide you with hope and peace of mind - not because of me, but because of the truth of how I observe you. I want to let you know that I see you as I do so you do not feel so abandoned. That there is hope. I do not think it will save you - I think you will save yourself no matter what.

What I do think is that you are experiencing an unnecessary pain if that pain is created or amplified by feeling unimportant, unwanted, or unloved.

That is what I felt then. I felt you did not have enough adequate information about how I felt, and so it was too difficult to take a leap of faith.

I have no doubt that you will succeed now - I am uncertain as to whether I felt that way then as well.
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