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When loved ones betray me, contrary to what might be considered a normal reaction, I seek to make their lives even better.
When they hurt me, I feel compelled to be more giving, more selfless, more empathetic.
This is why I feel emotionally raped.
Meaning someone came into my heart, screwed it good and I gave it to them to screw, and now they're gone and all I have is a screwed heart.
And no matter how hard I try to convince myself that I deserve better or that they should be reciprocal,
I continue to behave as if I contributed to the wrongs in the relationship and feel that if I work harder, love better, or lay down lower, that perhaps I will begin to undo the wrongs they have suffered at my hands.
I cannot fight it any longer... I am a sinner... I am the one... and I will try to undo the hurts I've caused by continuing to try make their lives better. |
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