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The Hole
The hole is always there. Its inward flow waits to suck fallen victims into its vacuum. For every being, a comparative hole exists, made specific to an individual's weaknesses. A hole is a state of being where everything around you is so skewed that you yourself become unrecognisable to yourself. Ones weaknesses become indistinguishable to an individual and are instead accepted as reality, as who they are.
Entering the Hole
Every individual experiences being in the hole. In essence, everyone resides within their hole until it is recognised and steps are taken towards climbing out. Most never recognise it, most never begin the climb out.
Within the Hole
Initially, everything feels decrepit, wrong, disfigured and tainted. The world isn't the way it looked when you were younger. Or perhaps for those deprived of their childhood, the world has always been that way, dark. After a while you get used to the dim surroundings, you start accepting that the whole world is like that and it starts eating at you. Turning you into fragmented pieces of your true self. This is where falling occurs. For the realisation that the world is faecal must occur. However, it should occur with the knowledge that fragments of beauty and beams of light also exist. And that ones true self is also that. Pure. Innocent. Beautiful. For most, this doesn't occur. The knowledge of beautiful things dissolves and so does knowledge of ones true self. The realisation of the world as a cold, cruel place comes with losing ones true identity. Within the hole the weaknesses of the individual becomes amplified and all consuming. The weaknesses no longer seem like their weaknesses, it seems like it is a part of reality, a part of the world, a part of them. This seems so and holds true when the individual changes and becomes part of the skewed world. They merge with world, as do their weaknesses, adding to the wasteland of the world. Their true nature goes away and they become skewed to match the skewed surroundings of the world.
Climbing Out
For those individuals who still see and seek the light from outside of the hole, who refuse to change their nature, the climb out from the hole brings about immense suffering and isolation. Everything within the hole must be seen and understood. All anchors, attachments and bonds to anything that is within the hole must be severed. This is the most difficult part. Each anchor, attachment and bond must be identified, thoroughly analysed (the root and reason for it existing must be analysed) and the effects of each must be understood. Usually these anchors are people or behaviours that have become habitual. During the removal of anchors the subconscious undergoes a period of change where past conditioning is realised and rejected. This is an extremely painful period. For usually this process involves realising that the majority of people the individual cares for, and loves, are negative for them and actually impede upon the individuals progress. It involves realising that others too are inside their own holes. It means that any hope and trust placed upon others to take care and responsibility of you must be withdrawn. In doing this, an individual becomes stronger as they become capable of sustaining happiness in themselves without anyone else. They become capable of being content alone. Isolation with ones own thoughts and reflection is a huge aspect of climbing out of the hole. Being isolated and alone must be respected for with it comes clarity and awareness. Silence away from the world allows thoughts to manifest and mature. After this period, the individual should begin to feel bouts of levity and happiness towards life.
The Long Mile
The individual is still susceptible to temporary lapses or submissions to certain anchors that had the strongest holds on them. If the process of uprooting anchors was fast and vigilant then it is normal for the brain to experience bumps and to stumble. If not, then it should be the individual's main priority to constantly be aware of anything that can and may be affecting them. Usually, if there is a lapse, the answer will lie there, for the individual is affected by an outside influence. Once affected, it is easy to assume that you are back inside the hole, though you are not. All that being affected now does is deflate the positive air you had inflated yourself with. To re-inflate is a learning curve - for it is something that will need to be done many times before it no longer seems like a task. Being deflated, the feeling of being inside the hole, can be frightening. It is important to remind yourself that you have overcome that feat and being deflated is a natural process for energy gets used. Learning to regenerate energy is the next step. As this occurs and more and more energy is sustained, the individual can begin filling their lives with positive energy supplying activities. Eventually deflation will no longer be a problem as energy will constantly be available and it will be under the individual's control to stop and rest, rather than deflate. However, before reaching the point of surplus supplies of energy, the key, (when low on energy), to regenerating lies with cocooning oneself away from influences that will cause any negative or draining affects. Isolation is essential. Keeping your thoughts neutral to ensure that runaway thoughts are kept at bay aides refuelling. It's also important to note that being affected means other thresholds will be weakened. This makes cocooning and isolation even more pertinent. Once refuelled you can resume your rise towards replacing old anchors with new, positive, energy supplying ventures.
The Outcome
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