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Alone Again

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Itis all jumblednow.

I felt myself vanish in the dark silence.

The music blared, the lights shined.

But I was silent, and I died.

A recollection.

Overwhelmed. Bursting. Exuding from my pores. Love, ravenous hate, compassion, jealousy.

But silence.

Screamed without a noise. I heard it, a terrifyng yell. Falling into a black dungeon. I saw myself there. Looking down.

Un-compassionate.

Nothing can be done for you. You yell, you love, you kiss, you adore, you fix, you break, you mezmerize, you soar.

You want to call her. You want him to call you. Their eyes flash inside your mind one by one trying to catch empathy.

Don't let me drown. Hold onto my insane ramblings and understand me. Don't let me die. Don't allow me to die.

But mediocre at best. Not satisfying. Depressing. Reality.

Not the first event. Been here. This exact moment in time. Searching for that valve to open. Jerking my head forward.

Tears... flow damn you flow.

I want. I want you to stare at my tears. I want you to kiss them. I want you to see my watered eyes.

I wake up alone. I reluctantly close my eyes at night knowing I will wake alone.

Alone.

Alone.

Sole.

If someone could see me. But no one looks.

No one ever looks.
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