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The Beast and the Widow |
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Both men and women that pursue the state of enlightenment, or "Nirvana" will always have two internal characters that serve to both excel them and slow them. When left unchecked and without vigilance, the man succumbs to the "Beast", and the woman succumbs to the "Widow".
The Beast's alternate identity is the "Hunter", and the Widow's alternate identity is the "Mother". The Hunter, when maintained in strength and control, excels the man in his ability to be the driving force of humanity. He is able to harness energies within him that represent the striking pose of the male symbol as well as the object in between his legs, and split open infrastructure to create change and keep the world a dynamically evolving place. This is the quintessential nature of man and is the true driving force in every male's capacity to be a man.
The Mother, when kept protected and unmolested, serves to nurture. Her purpose is to heal, regenerate, and give hope to all those that need it. She exists in conjunction with the hunter, whilst the hunter forms the change that affects the world as a whole. Just as her symbol and object between her legs suggests, she is a haven of security and warmth for the wicked and wrecked. She has the power to calm the Beast and likewise, regenerate the Hunter.
The Hunter's driving force is his nature to be aggressive, but the purpose for this aggression is an increase in security and peace for the Mother. The Hunter is neither intimidated nor affected nor inspired by other Hunters, for each Hunter has his own purpose and will to follow it in any method that his unique existence serves to protect the Mother.
The Mother is exclusively drawn to the Hunter for his purposes provide her with the means to achieve hers. The Hunter is perpetually damaged by his advances and must then return to the Mother. The Mother fulfills her purpose by widening herself for his arrival and regenerates within him the lust for life that he has lost in his endeavors. The Mother seeks to heal as much as she can, and with a dedicated Hunter at her side who returns to her constantly for her haven, she is able to ascend the plane of existence with the Hunter.
The return of the Hunter to the Mother is the most phenomenal and integral part of the female/male relationship. It is what drives the purposes of both sexes, for the Hunter damages himself to be loved by the Mother, and the Mother loves the Hunter so that he may damage himself for her. The return of the Hunter to the Mother signifies the base interaction of all humans, for the Hunter is initially damaged and weak, seeking asylum within the Mother. Once asylum is provided, the Hunter worships the Mother by giving her his energies as her haven awakens those energies within him. The return of the Hunter to the Mother is a metaphor for the entire process that Hunters and Mothers experience. The Hunter worshipping the mother symbolizes his fight for her love, and the Mother welcoming the Hunter in her haven symbolizes her devoted willingness to provide him with a target and source of affection.
The Counterparts
The Hunter's nemesis, the Beast, is always at his heels. The existence of the Beast within other men causes the Hunter to weaken as he fights to advance the world and protect the Mother. The strength of the Beast in every Hunter is directly proportional to the lack of direction the Hunter has in his endeavors. Since each Hunter's source of direction is the Mother, it then relates the Beast to every Hunter's Mother. When the Hunter is distant, unsure, or unloving of the Mother, the Beast becomes enraged. The Beast is defined by the will and energy of the Hunter being unfocussed and unwieldy.
An unwieldy Hunter seeks to achieve his quintessential purpose but has no intelligence in doing so. His methods are blurred as are his targets, and the longer a Hunter exists as a Beast, the more difficult it is to return to the correct path. The Beast seeks to destroy all that he can in an effort to derail all others. The Beast generally gravitates towards other Hunters for they are easier to quell and entice. The battles are pointless and although the Beast will serve his need for aggression, he will fail to protect the Mother, which is the true reason the aggression exists. This is why a man that has succumbed to the Beast will be perpetually unhappy, for he has no method of protecting his Mother, nor does he have a way of adequately finding a Mother to protect.
The Beast's nature is diametrically opposed to that of the Hunter, even though their purposes are from identical sources. The Beast seeks to destroy the Mother and is constantly intimidated by the Hunter. He is rejected by the Mother and in his inability to win her affection seeks to punish her rather than protect her. He loathes the Hunter for being able to protect the Mother and wishes to destroy that union, above all else.
This hypocrisy is the core concept of the Beast: He will befriend the Hunter for his desire to be one with him and seek out the Mother's haven, yet once both are achieved it is in his nature to exploit and abuse both relationships. He will attempt to battle the Hunter for the sole purpose of distracting him from the Mother. Once distracted, the Beast then enters the Mother's haven as the benevolent Hunter, only to abuse the Mother and her haven, forcing her into the position of the Widow.
The Mother is the center of the universe. The Hunter and Beast and their existence is controlled by the Mother. The Mother controls whether a Hunter becomes a Beast and whether a Beast becomes a Hunter for the Mother is, in essence, stronger and less needy than the Hunter. When a Mother is Widowed, her associated Hunter is then almost always effectively turned into a Beast. An unprepared Hunter that seeks to make a Widow his Mother will also be turned into a Beast. Similar to the Beast and its relationship to the Hunter, the Widow is diametrically opposed to the Mother. The Widow seeks to love and be loved by the Hunter, and in these necessities poses as the Mother in an effort to have the Hunter protect her. However, being the Widow, she is unable to truly accept a Hunter as hers and does not feel fulfilled by the Hunter's endeavors. As a result, she is unwilling to provide her haven in as warm and natural a state for the Hunter.
The moment of defilement occurs at this time, when either the Hunter returns to the Widow guised as the Mother, or the Beast guised as the Hunter returns to the Mother.
When the Hunter returns to the Widow, he attempts to fulfill the need to symbolize his life's pursuit in the return to the Mother's haven. He reaches her, seeking inspiration to awaken his energies, but she fails to do so for she feels no purpose in this. Her awakening his energies lie in his achievement of protecting her, which she perceives is not happening. As the metaphor of his life's purpose begins to mutate into something unfinished, his own life begins to follow suit. He feels less and less driven to achieve the things his Hunter wishes to, for he feels unable to protect his Mother. Yet, the necessity to be aggressive and driven remains with him for he is a male by nature, and this is where the birth of the Beast takes place: When the Hunter is unappreciated by the Mother and loses the lust for his life's pursuits. He no longer has a clear view of what actions will fulfill his life, and begins to not only wield his aggressive bastard energies in unproductive ways, but seeks to defile the concept of the quintessential Mother to prove that it does not exist. This provides the Beast with justification for existence, for without a Mother, and with a world filled with Widows, the Hunter within can remain suppressed forever. This relationship explicitly and fully defines the attraction the Beast has towards both Widows and Mothers. The Widow serves as the natural venting of a Beast's need to vent aggressiveness through a defiled form of haven worship, and often increases in vulgarity and aggressiveness, for the Beast seeks satisfaction within the Widow but is always dissatisfied because he is actually seeking the Mother. The Mother makes the Beast uncomfortable and the Beast will do all he can to prove that the Mother is in fact a Widow. If the Beast is unable to do so, he will be unable to let the Mother go and could not only become obsessive, but violent in his need to prove that she can not exist.
When the Beast returns to the Mother, a form of "rape" occurs. The Mother prepares her haven, lavishing love and warmth unto her Hunter. But the Beast guised Hunter attacks the Mother in a similar method to the way he would a Widow. He will only satisfy his aggressive needs with her and be dissatisfied afterwards, blaming her for her inability to satisfy his needs as a man. This leaves the Mother in a stage of limbo, where the initial steps towards defilement occur.
The nature of the Mother is compassion and understanding; hence, when her "Hunter" is dissatisfied with her ability to be a Mother, her immediate reaction is that of self-reflection. It is in her nature to attempt to alter herself to fulfill the needs of her Hunter rather than explore the possibility of her Hunter being unable to protect her. As this process continues, she begins to encompass the traits of the Widow, for she is being treated as one when the Beast returns to her. She also feels unsatisfied in his life's pursuits. She will almost always feel like she wants or needs something more in her life from her Hunter which can all be encompassed as his inability to adequately protect her. Over time the Mother will begin to seek other Hunters in a passive sense to know whether it is possible that her Hunter is inadequate instead of her. As stated earlier, this will enrage the Beast and the Beast will often use these events as a means to further instill within the Mother the belief that she is inadequate.
Over time, this defilement alters the Mother into the Widow: a woman that perceives that no man can fulfill her need for protection… that no man is worthy of her haven. This is almost precisely why women tend to explore relationships with other women as a result of continued lack of success with men. Men do not pursue relationships with other men for it is in their nature to feed the rage resulting from dissatisfaction rather than remedy it.
The root balance in whether a man begins as a Beast or a Hunter, and whether a woman begins as a Widow or Mother is sourced from their upbringing: If a boy's mother plays the part of the Widow in her life, he will tend to expect all women to be that way, which will entice the Beast within him to enrage. If a girl is not adequately protected by her father, she will automatically assume the position of the Widow for she will never expect a male to fill that position.
If unleashed unto the world balanced, both a Mother and Hunter have the ability to absorb much before they succumb to their counterparts. However, just as strong as their ability to withstand abuse existed, so will their re-conditioning to expect it.
A Mother and Hunter, properly matched, should always look forward to and enjoy anew the process of the Hunter returning to the Mother, for the Mother will always feel protected by the Hunter, and the Hunter will always feel re-energized and inspired to protect the Mother further. He will learn to perform his tasks better, and she will learn to provide him with inspiration in new and efficient ways.
The Beast is improperly matched with Hunters and Mothers, and will only marginally enjoy the relationships built with other Beasts and Widows. These are generally very short lived and shallow, encompassing much deceit and exhibiting opportunistic behavior. The Widow will seek out Hunters and Beasts, but will only be able to accept Beasts. Similar to the existence of the Beast, the Widow will constantly seek out new methods of abuse and dissatisfaction to prove that there is no real Hunter in existence, and especially not one for her.
The Beast and the Widow are, in essence, amplified and uncontrolled extensions of the Hunter and the Mother. The Hunter is aggressive and powerful and the Beast is violent and enraged. The Mother is loving and compassionate and the Widow is lost and unsatisfied in her need to be loving and compassionate. Both the Beast and Widow are exactly the same as the Hunter and Mother, but without control and logic. Both source from the exact same pure desires as men and women, but the counterparts result in the complete opposite. |
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