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Opaque Sunday

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Every gentle round note... bouncing over the peaceful river of continuous melody...
I close my eyes.
But I only squint.
And look down.

If something was to change,
During the period between when we last spoke and will speak again
Then today is the day,
When it will be ousted.

Today is the day
I will feel all that I was or am supposed to feel
Today is the day
I will tear out my heart and shake it loose.

Today is the day I will change,
Today is the day everything will change.
Today I will know
Today is the decision.

Today I round up unchecked emotions,
Today I gather all the doubts and fears
Today I take all the pain and desire
Today I purify it all.

Shaking it all lose, at.this.very.moment.
The soft dance of notes
Shaking the essence of my soul
Unnerving what stability I think I have left.

To know. Not think. (*)
To understand, not believe.
The uncertainty.
The uncertainty, driving me mad.

As it should be
As a tear trickles down my cheek.

As it was meant to be, love? (*)
To empathize completely with your plight.
To be taught by circumstance.
Your melodies guiding my emotions.

Today I will gather it all.
Put the true tainted with untrue
In a sealed box.
With a pure untestable drop of blue logic.

I will bathe in the results, and be at peace.
Even though right now...
Right now... I am full of chaos.
And afraid. (*)
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