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Decius: what the hell is going on Robin. (2:21:14AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I'm not sure D. (2:21:25AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You're singing romantic songs and thinking about her when you're supposed to be letting her go. (2:21:56AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I don't want to. (2:22:07AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: But it is good for her. Don't you love her? (2:22:29AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: If she wishes to be free of me, she will. (2:22:40AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You don't think your songs and poems and words influence her? (2:23:00AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: of course they do... as they should. (2:23:06AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: ... (2:23:28AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I'm an integral part of this world, just as anyone she encounters is. (2:23:39AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: and my reality, my actions, my expressions are all a part of the world that will influence her. I am not crossing the line in contacting her, even though I desperately want to. (2:24:09AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: ...as much as she wanted to contact me. (2:24:21AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I am letting her be as free as she wants to. And perhaps she isn't supposed to be free of me if at this point she does not feel the need to. (2:25:00AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: If she does... then she will. And if she chooses to come back to me, then it is the way it is. If she goes back to her old life, with her old mate, and leaves me, then that is also as it should be. i will learn from my mistakes. (2:25:45AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Can you judge whether she is right for you? (2:26:01AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I have no need to anymore. I have done so in the past and will not question my decisions made then. I am not a fool nor do I invest in people I do not feel are worthy of it. I invested in her, and therefore I will continue to do so until I am proven incorrect. (2:26:47AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You're thinking about her right now. (2:27:15AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Yes I am. (2:27:18AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I'm wondering what she is doing right now. (2:27:27AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: I am wondering what time it is in Sydney. (2:27:34AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: 7 PM on Sunday. (2:27:55AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: She will be thinking about work tomorrow. (2:28:01AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Unless she is on holiday. (2:28:07AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: She is my World. (2:28:19AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You want her to read this. (2:29:12AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Yes. (2:29:14AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Will she? (2:29:19AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: No. (2:29:22AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Will you post it for her to see? (2:29:31AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: No. (2:29:33AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: But I would like to remember it, just for myself. (2:29:41AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: Such odd moments in time. (2:29:57AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: When we are found talking to ourselves, arguing with ourselves... at specific times that in retrospect seem so interesting. (2:30:27AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You've suffered worse, Robin. (2:30:39AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You went there with three times as much uncertainty. (2:30:56AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: What you suffer now is peanuts. (2:31:04AM - 11/09/05)
Decius: You are right, D. (2:31:11AM - 11/09/05) |
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