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Inessential Eyes |
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innesential_eyes.mp3
I can't
But sometimes I can.
I feel like I can't
Like everything's wrong.
I can't write a story
And I can't make a joke.
I can't laugh freely
Without pondering a thought...
And then...
And then you come.
My heart feels heavy
Immeasurably occupied
The look from your eyes
Makes me teary.
I begin to blink,
And I try to think,
But everything I say and everything I do
Is nothing compared to the thought of you.
And I sit and I sigh,
I take out your picture,
I try to understand
What flows through me
But it's all indescribable
Unlike anything else,
It captures my mind,
And makes me understand
I'm completely alone.
When I'm not with you.
I think all the time
Trying to catch up
But my heart seems ahead
And I never reach it.
It feels these things
I can't qualify
It scares me to know
I'm out of control.
So many things
Go wrong every day
I'm brought to my knees
By trivial obstructions.
But just as air,
Escapes my lungs.
You enter my soul
With your penetrating gaze.
And amidst all the pain
And all the flustering agony
Amidst my defeat
Or succumbing to fatigue
With everything out
Gone and lost,
I see you smiling
Smiling at me.
And i grit my teeth,
And I try a little harder.
It ends up being more,
Than just a little harder.
And as i press forward
With you in my heart,
I succeed for you
I succeed for us.
But as i reminisc
I again raise my brow
What if...
What if I am a fool.
With such immense emotion
To be wasted in time.
What if I am a fool
To think it is for us.
When what I achieve,
i achieve only for me.
Fear and loathing,
Insecurities and guilt
Past wrongs and obscene words,
False assumptions and tired hearts.
I am afraid.
But I smile in tears.
For i will walk straight ahead,
And be struck by a car,
By a train lightening,
By God or reality,
Or the force of man.
With the image of you
Smiling at me,
Seeing me and the workings of my heart.
Whether you be real,
In my heart or in this world,
Or just a memory or just a hope
Whether I survive,
Being struck down wrong,
And whether I recover,
From the loss of you,
I will walk straight ahead,
With the image of you
Smiling at me,
And Seeing me.
And if you say Good Bye...
Who i am may perish,
But I will not regret
The long nights of doubt,
The longing of unison.
I will not regret...
Oh I will not regret.
I will not regret
Closing my eyes
Letting my heart lead me
Closing my eyes,
Letting my heart lead me
Closing my eyes, and letting my heart lead me
Into believing that you see me
Trying so hard,
Trying so long,
Trying So hard,
To be worthy of you. |
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