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A Form of Her

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Don't judge me.
Don't force me.
Don't control me.

I am me. I am proud of who I am.

Am I proud of who I am?
Or does my rebellion make me proud?

That I am an individual.

I am not weak, even if I look weak.
I am not strong, even if I look strong.

Who am I?
Do I know who I am?

Am I confused of who I am?
Am I afraid to face what I have become?

Am I consistent with who I am?
Inside, and out?

I distract myself.
Attempting to please my loathe with hurting myself.

I am beautiful inside, even if the word beautiful makes me cry.
I am a love hungry soul, and I get no pleasure from hurting myself.

Then why do I hurt myself?

Is it because I am afraid of facing recovery?

I am rambling. I should organize my thoughts.

I am loved.

Now I need to love myself.

By knowing, who I am.

Do I allow myself to be loved? Or used?

Love me. Please, love me.

I do not love me. I cannot expect people to love me.

I must love me. I must know what I must love.

What is it that I must love?

Me.

What am I?

....

I do...not know.

Find out.
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