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Dreaming of her presence in mine.....
Nothing seems to dwarf that joy filled moment.....
When I see her look at me the way i want her to.....
With the love and desire to be happy....
And be happy through me.
She is with another at this time....
Her first love, and most likely her last.....
And I will see her still, looking at me...
The way I want her to, with affection.
And still I face this constant rejection.
She is like me, she is perfect.....
She wants what I want, she loves what I love....
Her soul as innocent and pure as Mountain water..
And I see this goodness drench my face...
With my evervecient smile.
Eyes closed by this neverending Nile.
And I don't know who she is now...
Because he is not for her, for he is not like her....
But innocence has forced her dynamics..
And she has changed due to need....
Yet I see her soul still.
I don't believe random gossip swill.
If there was a meant to be....
Or a way it should have been...
It is her that I must be with....
An error has occured on the part of god....
Because I see my future in her.
And I haven't spoken to her in forever.
She is occupied, and will forever be so....
And she will never look my way in my way...
But I see her eyes look at me constantly...
I see the glow surround and consume me...
And she will never know I think about her.
Because she'll never know who I yearn for.
If only she would be my friend....
If only I could speak to her and share myself with her...
if even as a pathetic lonely friend....
I would make her laugh and protect her life...
But she does not think of me.
She does not need me because she is happy.
I want her to be happy, I want her to never be sad...
Because she deserves to be treated beautifully...
With a jewel like soul as thus....
And perhaps someday she will let me hold her in my embrace..
Now I must resume my hibernation in the shadows of love.
Wipe away the tears of frustration and pray to he above.
That someday she will look at me with love...
With the appreciation that I invest in her each day..
And even though I have not spoken to her in months...
I think of her too often...
And I can passively wait for my distant dream.
To be delivered to me.
The worst part about my heavenly dreams....
Is waking up and facing the cold world...
And she will never know....
because I know she will never see me....
The way she sees me....
In my dreams. |
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