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ME

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would you derive a feeling of love for me if I acted in a way that placed you above me?
would you derive a feeling of love for me if I acted in a natural way that allowed you to see the real me?
would you derive a feeling of love for me if I was honest about how I need to touch you?
would you derive a feeling of love for me if I made your life more pleasurable?

or would I drive you further from my embrace in doing any of the above?

Should I hide my need for you? To keep you wanting more from me? And therefore, needing me?

I don't know what "natural" is anymore. All I know are goals, and means to get them.
Using my logical train to get there. With passengers and a conductor I have no faith in.

So I worry. Will my worrying falsefy my actions, driving you further?

How will you allow me to love you?

You will never know my yearning to hold your cheeks in my hands delicately,
And kiss you slowly, softly, carefully so....feeling your wetness morph with mine.

And my need to talk to you, laugh with you, look at you...stare at you.
How I wish to lie with your hands in mine, your body enclosed by mine,
Silence and darkness, no sound no sight, with a focus simply on breaths.
one, two, one, two....rhythmic breaths, relaxed breaths, unison breaths.

And the warmth. Never forget about the warmth. Shared warmth.

And you visualize this as I do every silent moment, and it tingles your skin.

But you will never know, because I will never know how to let you know.

Without driving you further away from my embrace.

Robin.
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