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A Night to Die

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How many times?
(how many nights)
(how many sleepless nights, tossing and turning)
(how many restless nights, wishing and yearning)

Did you call to me?
(beckon in a silent prayer)
(hope in silence for the phone to ring)
(preparing to hear your Robin sing)

Did you wait for me?
(for my soothing voice)
(did you douse yourself in reminders of me)
(play my song to keep you company)

Did you imagine my eyes?
(freezing in time)
(feeling your hands tug at me)
(recognizing that you needed me)

How many times?
(did you fall assleep)
(weeping without any tears to show)
(feeling more alone than I'd ever know)

Did you awake dead?
(more dead than alive)
(resolved that you did not exist in my thoughts)
(feeling it was foolish to seek out what you sought)

How many times?
(did you fool yourself)
(did you assume the worst)
(did you punish your thirst)

How many times?
(did it take)
(to fall assleep without expecting a thing)
(without waiting for the phone to ring)

How many times?
(will it take me)
(to go through what I did last night)
(to put my hopes out of sight)

How many times?
(will it take to kill me)
(will it take to awake me dead)
(to assume the worst when nothing is said)

How long until?
(I will die in my sleep)
(I will sleep and awaken feeling no pain)
(losing the hope with nothing to gain)

How long until?
(i will stare at my phone)
(i will close my eyes not expecting a thing)
(I will smile knowing that it will never ring)
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